1st Book-Out....

13 days has since passed since I enlisted on 21st july..... I am officially having my 1st book out tml being 14 days confinement...but in matter of fact, I had only 10 days confinement...

My 1st bookout was a horrible one.... I was actually attending a talk at the auditorium in tekong on monday when one of the sergeants from my company suddenly shouted and ask me to go back to my unit....

den was like..i dun even noe wad happen..den my sir ask me pack my bag...take wallet and handphone....chalky cap and fieldbag and prepare to leave tekong...they were asking me to hurry...and tat made me very anxious.... something happened at home????? tis was my 1st qn.... i really panick at tis time... who was it.... and i was fumbling den.... den after packing my stuff in my bunk ... i went back down....den my sir gave me a slip and ask me to leave tekong asap..den i asked him wad happen...he juz say...call ur dad...remember call ur dad...hurry to the ferry terminal... den i was running all the way to the ferry terminal...like a fugitive...all alone...

when i reached the ferry terminal..i didnt even noe how to exit the checkpoint... i have never booked out b4.. -_-"... den the other passerbys still had to tell me how to board the ferry... by den i almost had an asthma attack coming by.... den was like the checkpoint personnel ask me why i booking out earlier.... den i said something happen at home ba.... cos i still havent had the time to call dad.... den heard from the other side... ulysses company huh..mum died....

den i was like almost mental breakdown....mum died??? cried lor... den quickly called dad.... den told me is my grandma who is abt to pass away...ask me hurry to the hospital.... den i was like relaxed a bit... nt my mum la..but still abt to pass away my grandma.... pray hard she will be alright.....

but inside the ferry..i wasnt feeling good at all lor.. grandma's abt to pass away...den hurried down to NUH from changi..... thankfully my sir asked me hurry up....cos i didnt noe tat i reached the ferry terminal at 1229..and the ferry left at 1230...reached singapore at ard 1250 ba... i tink..didnt keep track...den reached NUH at abt 1330....

den hurried to the ICU unit.... oh thank god...grandma is still alive.... everything normal....except tat she had already slipped into coma... but dad told me....she's braindead....asked me to prepare for the worst.. den was like visited her for a while... den went down to eat lunch.... everything's still normal...den mum came down with me....ate lunch together.... den told me my grandma was still fine on saturday.... den sunday vomited blood in her phelgm...den admitted to hospital.. den dunno y tis morning suddenly fell into coma..... den my mum told me actually her dad oso was admitted to hospital few days b4 my grandma went hospital....

den went up... by den i can say my grandma's heart beat seems to be going down a bit.... hit slightly lower den normal beings...den the machine was like making sounds....indicating danger... but still it is okay...den dad said he wanted to get a drink.....

den went down again..got a drink..was drinking halfway when my aunt called my cousin to get us back.... to the ICU.... den when we went there was like..... the doctors are trying to rescue her... den suddenly they let us in.... den we noe roughly wad happen..she's going to pass on.... den was like ard 30 secs after we went in she passed away..everyting..her blood pressure, pulse and heartbeat juz went a straight line.... at tis time....i cried.... my cousins, uncles and aunts oso cried.... the tension was there... really a bad situation to be in... grandma had passed on ...... she died at 3:04pm...

Everything was like so fast..... i saw her 3 weeks ago and she was juz as normal...and suddenly she juz passed on...everything seemed so fast... i really cant believe it when she passed on... i tot my grandma would wake up cos she fell into coma only.... didnt noe tat she would pass on juz like tat.... felt really depressed on the 1st two days of her wake.... now getting better...

As for tekong training, i can say physically quite slack la...mine training...but i am mentally stressed..cos i practically dunno anyting right up to this point in time...dunno how to wear boots..dunno how to take the rifle....and stuffs..... -_-".... Next bookout should be on National Day Eve.... booking in on tis sunday.....