I WANT TO OOC!!!

Lol.... I want to OOC!!!! So good sia... i rather OOC do nothing lor.... sian ley... study the things that i dun like and am nt interested in..... wtf... zzzz.... worst still even if i wan to learn.... i dunno wad is being taught..... worst still...even if i go thru alone..i oso dunno wad it is all about.... -_-".... i dun like ammunition....

physics and chemistry being my weakest subject....never pass it except during o levels.... lol.... and design & technology ley.. failed one sem though the whole class passed..lol.... and i can remember my teacher flashing out the results on the OHP....and underlining the failure grade...and i was being highlighted in red....cos everyone passed except me...lol.... and everyone pinpoint at me -_-".....

To say the real fact.... i failed my third test.... -_-".... 16/60 for MCQ....and the other 40 marks..i really cant say la... -_-"... Juz see how fate goes....most likely OOC soon.... cant make it as ammo tech la me.... how can u expect someone who destroys almost everything he has to keep safe things ???

Looking forward to weekends daily has always been the focus for these 2 years....and it would be...for these 2 years ba i guess...

Looking forward to outing with my ex-bunkmates from tekong in town tml... =D

I feel like giving up...

I feel like giving up...failing the test tml... den OOC... happy.... dun feel like studying anymore le...

1st thing 1st i dun like the subject i am studying.... 2nd thing is muz remember so many things!!!!! and worst i dunno wad's coming out for the structured qns worth 40 marks.... dunno can fail lor...i tried the practice...i failed my practice.. -_-"...

But den think of it, my vocation is now office hrs, can book out after office hours.... -_-".. wad if i OOC and go to a unit whereby the training is more tough physically and mentally???

Mentally stressed up!

One week after posting...

Lalala... here i am blogging again....

here to update on myself....My NS posting quite gd la.... Book-out camp and very near my home...lol.. but i will only be there for 3 mths la... studying some ammo tech course to become a ammo technician....

1st 4 days quite slack lor...cos orientation ma...nothing much to do... sit at the training shed.... almost the whole day.....lol.... wad i can say is the sergeants there quite nice too....lol.... except for the COO....kena condemned by everyone....actually i still dunno la...but till now he isnt tat bad as he is being described...perhaps i havent seen his true colors....

anyway, sianzzz.... 5th day was horrible.... lesson proper started and i juz realized there's so much to remember for this course...worst still the 1st test is starting on monday!!!! and i heard there are more tests to go....
sianz...i suck at technical stuff.... wonder if i can get them all in my brains anot..all those stuff!!!! -_-"... fail le will have to take retest.... if fail again...out of course..den dunno go where liao..supposedly to undergo a storeman course.... to become a storeman...but most likely i'll be out of school to be posted to other units bcos i am excused from being a storeman.....

anyway, i am no longer a recruit le..private liao...can keep normal hairstyle.... lol... but nt really normal la...pri sch style... betta den botak though...lol..anyway, my course will enable to eventually lead me to a 3SG.... provided i pass everything....

these few days have been quite depressing.... i seemed to annoy my friends unknowingly and they gave me attitude suddenly.... life is really unpredictable... perhaps all of us are having this sickness... "POST BOOKOUT SYNDROME"... i juz realised that i have a foul mood of late and oso kinda naggy den b4.... -_-".... maybe bcos we want to vent out our tiredness and anger in camp ba... ????

My Ns Posting

Noe my posting on friday... was so eager to noe my posting den... beri anxious den... couldnt really sleep tat day... 9:45am i started going in to check my posting....no results.... -_-'... den came 10am.....den i check and saw the word chief clerk.... i was like so happy.... oh no i click the page and den minimize..den realize the two words "report to:"...den i immediately sian diaoz...wtf.... wads my posting den i see on top.... i am posted to Rifle Range Road Camp 2 as ammo technician..wah liew ey..tat sucks.. i dun wan to be a technician... y i kena...y so suay.... but den i went to think ahead...the pickup point to the camp is opposite king albert park, which is fucking near my house la..geographically i can say...

i seriously dun wan to be a technician....and i am gonna noe more abt wad the job scope is tml... sianz....i hope the people there will be good...and nice...and patient..i wonder how many things i gonna destroy...i am careless mann.... y ask me be technician... -_-".... i suck at technical stuff... exploiting my weakness? perhaps NS does so to me... my weaknesses are all fully exploited to show how worthless i am? Perhaps..Perhaps..Perhaps...

how i wish i am a clerk... -_-"...

Finally POC le!

Hehe...finally... POC is here..!!!! Lol... and tat marks the end of my BMT... hehe =D hope i dun get upgraded =X....

Yeah..currently on block leave until 18 sep...lol.... tml is posting.... hope i can become a clerk..8 to 5pm..haha..... my wish...hope cheetiong's tarot cards are effective... lol.. he told me i will be happy with my posting....lalala... =D....

have been busy gg out these few days ... lol.. somehow or rather i am getting fatter... oh no..eat too much liao...muz control le.. =D...

anyway, gt my safra card ytd...wah liao ey.... sad...now i felt tat i shouldnt want tis card in the 1st case...lol.... $125 =X..... kinda regret now...wonder how they managed to psycho me into signing up for 5 years' membership den...lol...

Tink i am gg to get my freebie for the SAFRA card later at Toa Payoh....ha... or maybe tml..

today is gonna be a nice night gg out with my poly frenz..and tml my ever 1st outing with my bunkmates from tekong! lol..... hope it'll be fun...

had a nice supper with weida and hafiz at pizza hut ytd....lol.... den b4 tat went to cineleisure to watch frostbite... the ending sucks but the middle was nice! Hehe...its abt vampires.... gg ard attacking people .... and it was a lovely party tat ended up in casualties cos the teenagers didnt realize they were taking "vampire-conversion" pills during the party.... they tot the pills were ecstasy.....

nonetheless, i still recap on the outing with peiwen.. we watched.... siren... the movie was okay la...juz tat it's nt quite creative....-_-".... but the worst part was having 2 elderly couples...commenting on every scene of the movie..and applying on medication oil .... peiwen said she would never want to step into jurong east movie theatre again..and oh no..the seats are in their 80s... -_-"....

oh ya....went out with weida to suntec to catch a movie tat day.... the host is quite gd la..juz tat the main objective to save the girl ended up being wasted... cos the girl died at the end of the show.... -_-"... anyway, suntec and orchard was pretty quiet on tat friday weekend....wich is damn strange.....we kinda guessed tat its bcos IMF meeting is ard the corner la..and many tot the roads were already closed.... so people avoid town?

Anyway, the best recommended movie to watch rite now is Little Man...its quite a nice comedy...damn funny lor...watched it with tsianhwee tat time....ha..... we ate at dian xiao er for lunch..lol... quite cool..we got a 12% discount for being their 1st few customers...in fact we were the 1st to arrive..lol.... the food isnt tat nice la... not worth the queue...no queue still okay lor.. juz a bit speciall.... we always see long queue..wich is like nt really necessary worth the wait la.... their ginseng duck is a eye-opener...anyway, passed by silkroad noodle bar den realized tat they are gg to end their operations le..so sad...my fav noodle bar...but expected la...no business wan... though the food is nice and the price is budgeted..juz the location is weird...at millenia walk... -_-"..

Anyway, went to the food expo tat day with weida and tsianhwee....nt much to eat ley....the food exhibition..nt much food variety and assortment.... -_-".... anyway, went to popeye @ changi airport b4 tat.... disappointment... the last visit was quite nice...but tis time...ard...no.... i juz realised they didnt have proper quality controll... one chicken wing can taste juicy and crispy while the other is hard and soggy -_-"...... the previous visit was nice cos i got the juicy wings...so much so tat i made the effort to go changi airport again to try their chix...but to my disappointment...2gether with tsianhwee.. -_-"....

Urmz ya... still got one outing with zhenhui and tsianhwee tat day...we went bowling at bt panjang plaza...haha.... zhenhui and tsianhwee both havent played bowling for quite a while.... and me too...our bowling kinda...sucks...lol...muz do more practice with it...lolx... anyway, bought a present after tat den went to meet weiqi... together with adeline... yongtat.... and a few of his other frenz..... weiqi treated us to a steamboat buffet at marina as part of his 21st bdae celebrations.......haha... quite nice experience cos its the 1st time i go marina for steamboat...

Meanwhile, awaiting for posting ...

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Sample Reading for Lee Jun Yang
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Personality and Character
You are down to earth and can be a serious person. You love travelling but are thrifty in your expenses. Your needs are very simple and can be simplified down to the barest essentials though you do not mind spending a million if you get the means. You are easy to get along and people do not find you complicated. As a serious person you are good at memorizing things to the slightest details and will never let your guard down, as you are wily and wary.
You are very gentle by nature, and can be quite obsessive with the idea of justice and fair play. You are bright, easy to get along with smooth and diplomatic in your dealings. As an innovative person you always promote new ideas, introduce new things and have a creative mind. Even though you may be gentle but you are often considered cynical, critical and can be eccentric.

Romance and Compatibilities
When you fall in love, you can sacrifice yourself like giving everything and following everywhere and also defending the person whatever it is. You like to care for others in a mental way and are not fussy about food. However, due to your selfless nature in sacrificing for your lover you can turn into despair and greatly disappointed once the relationship turns sour. People who appeal to you are Cancer, Capricorn and Virgo born in Dragon/Dog/Horse years.
You are practical in love and careful so that you will not get hurt. You are not clear of your intention and leave others to do the guessing. You like to deal in an indirect way of attracting the opposite sex like sending flowers, remembering birthdays or giving gifts to show your thoughtfulness and to show how much you care. As a status conscious person you are always constantly looking for a partner or lover who holds high position, social standing and accomplishment.

Profession
Very individualistic, you do not follow the plan of others. Your talents may be worth the few problems for getting you to adapt to rules and routine. You exert your gentle authority and prefer to be your own boss.
As a creative and sensitive person you are likely to get yourself involved in a profession related to beauty like fashion, jewelry, art galleries and specialties like a boutique, florist or even in theatre. Fashion designing, photography, arts and crafts, modelling or new technologies such as animation are also your best picks. You are good in fields that require details, creativity and appreciation of arts, music, play, ornaments or any profession that involves beauty.

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